What a  beautiful fourth of July, the sun is warm and nature is at peace. While sitting outside listen to nature a peaceful feeling came over me. A feeling of what ever happens in this world it is going to be ok. Sometimes I forget how blessed I truly are with my family& friends. I feel so blessed with so many in my life, amazing husband and three amazing kids. To other it may be like a world sadness and loneliness, I know that it is not a nice to be in this world. I knew that  world at one time and never want to go back and relive it. One thing I learned is that your world is not as bad as you see in your mind, then it really is ..... Soon as I saw the world I was living in was not the same world my family.
The question was; "what world did I want to live in? In the past I really did not have a chose. Now, I want to be in my families world. Sometimes it is hard knowing that your mind is not always right, your thoughts are sometimes there to just drive you crazy. Telling you things that are not true, and trying to keep you in a place where the sun does not shine and the birds are not always heard. A place where your long lost friend "Depression" rules!!!!!!! When your friend takes over, it is a fight to the finish. The stronger one wins, sometimes it Depression and other times it is me. It is a lonely place and not many understand the world in which you live in. It may be world where all is lost or it just feels like it. I am here to tell that is not always the case, you are stronger then your old friend. You've the fight inside to fight. It may every bit a energy you have inside of you. But in the end it is worth the fight. I know that I am still fighting the fight, sometimes I lose and  sometimes I win.  No matter  what battle you are fighting, it differently worth it, you may not think so, but you make a differences in this world. The world is a better place for you  and everybody else that feels like the world is just not there for them. The world is there for everyone, even if you believe or not. there is someone trying to reach out their hand to help you fight.
There is always a new beginning, each and every morning, so close your eyes and waken to a new morning. A morning of hopes and dreams, and baby steps to a better world. If your mind does not agree with you, get up and go outside if you can and just listen. As nature sings to you and the sun warms your soul, if you live where you can not go out. Listen to music and let your mind be free and let your spirit dance to a brighter tomorrow. May your world be brighter then it is today and may it grow stronger and stronger as time goes by. May your spirit learn to dance in the moonlight and always feel the freedom beneath it wings. thank  you, remember you are always love no matter where you go or do in life. Have fourth everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!