Listening to quiet in the still of the night, wondering I am up and not able to go backe to sleep.
thinking of family  and how important it is and sometimes we take it for granted.  Tinking of my own parents and parents of my husband. As they are going older and filled with so much wisdom, knowing one day they will no longer be with us in human form. They will be with us  in form of love and memeries  and energy of life. Life goes by so quickly and you try you best to do what is right and teach your kids. How great grandparents are every holiday you get to see them. As my kids are getting old and trying to find their own way in life, It seems that I did not insil  the valve their grandparents could really add to their life. I know that they love them and they will always will until life no longer lets touch the green grass of home. As older man sitin his chair reflecting  upon his won life, wondering how life itseld went by so fast. His house was once filled with laughter nad sounds of little tiny feet filled the house. His wife that he held to dear to his heart, was no longer with him to share  his life. Her chair sat alone and all his had left was his memeries of the times they were able to run and have fun in the gree gree grass of home. So the house that he bluith, now lay silent and only a single the filled the house. the light the shone on his newspaper. Talkig about the world  that he was so much apart of  and wishing he was still connected.  Ther he sat waiting for his dear departed wife to come get him and bring him home to the place where their hearts can become one again. Days go by and only thing is heard is the ticking of his own heart and wal clock that hung upon the wall of the kitchen. His beauiful wife and himself  did have  kids and they added so much to their life. Even them  was no longer around, they had lives of their own, everyone once in a while he got a phone call from them. Talking about their life  and asking about our's ane qickly they needed to go and be apart of life that he seem like he was no longer apart of............ wishing he was!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How did it go from a home filled with love, laughter, smiling little face , to a quiet  lonely place ?
Slowly he saw his life changing and not having the control he was had in his life. Everything that had any meaning in his life was gone!!!!!!!!!! Life itself was not worth living, without life and laughter and love in his life, it was like he was not important to anyone or anybody. His children had their own life and did not seem to have room in their life for him. So he sat and waiting for the angels of the heavenly gate to come down and bring him home again. That day did come, the day he gave up and could no longer bear the pain of his broken heart. That night his broken heart was not longer broken, it was filled love and happiness that he once felt for his wife. There before his eys was his beloved wife to take his hand and bring home again. No longer sad, just the feeling of Peace and hope  for a better place to be then here. As they touch each others hands, the house itself filled with such amazing light and quick as it came it left just as quickly. His wife and him were no longer part of this world, they were free to go or do anything they chose to do in life. No longer living it became a problem, So they follwed their hearts and went o visit their children. Their child that they brought into the world, that they slowly forgot about them. They want to let their kids that they are ok and that they loved them. That night as  they were all fast asleep and it was quiet. They traveled throughout the house, in and out of every bedroom, watching their children and grandchild sleep in such peace. They knew right then and there they did a great job. But!!!!!!!!!! Their jounrey on this world, did not seem to be done. When his lovely wife pass away she was able to go and watch her love ones on a higher level. Now as he pass and they were once reconnected, they seemed to be stucked and being pulled in a direction they did not understand. What did they need to do, before they were aloud to be free and fly and dance in the moonlight together. They traveled from house to house listening and to bring them warm feeling of love. Morning slowly came and everybody was waking up and trying to remembering their dreams. Why? they felt so loved when they first woke up.
In every house they all gathered in their kitchen and just looking at each other. Wondering!!!!!!!!!!!!
The house had such a peaceful and loving feeling to it, nobody could understand. Happy Memeries filled their hearts and minds. They began to share with each other their dreams ans just the memeries they had of mom& dad, grandmom& grandpop. They called each others and shared their memeries and decide that it was way to long from visiting theit dad and grandfather. So they all loaded up their cars and headed to their old house. As each one the got there, they waited and all went into together. The house did not have the same feeling as once did growing up. The house had a lonely, sad feeling to it! As they entered the living room there was their father and grandfather asleep on his favorite chair. So they thought, they all slowly apporched his chair, they knew something was very wrong.
He was not sleeping, he was not longer apart of this world. There was a dead silent and crying soon replace the was quiet house. Where did the time go, how did this man we loved die alone? We were so busy trying to create a new life, that we forgot the most important life we had with our parents. Growing up and learning how to live life and thinking of the days we too have family of our own. Never thinking how fast life would really go, how much we forget about the ones that we loved the most. Without the we would not be where we are now and our families would not be our families. We always thought we had another day and the one that we love the most, we figure they knew we loved them. We did not need to visit or even call in some cases, we figured that they would be always there when we needed them. We were wrong!!!!!!!!!!!! Now it was to late! How could tell the ones that meant the world to us, that gave us the world and everything that was in it. How could we just turn our back and just remeber them on their birthdays and holidays. Be ok with not visiting them in between. The family felt a warm gentle brezze, it felt if the home was tranformed into happier times. The smell of fresh pies right from the oven, laughter seem to come every corner of the room. Memeries flashing within everyone minds, the happy ones and never a sad ones. Then they knew that the ones the they loved the most was there with them. They were at peace now and they shared it with their families and for a new begining. A begining filled with love for each others and a world where they would always be connected to each other. Share their happiness and even sadness and their kids would share their life with each other. As they were all feeling the peace, the room filled with the brightest light they every show and then they all felt a gentle kiss upon their forehead. Then the light quickly diappear, but the feeling that it game the stay with them forever. Life was never the same from that genterations to anothers

A peaceful night

The snow came down slowly as it covered the once beautiful green grass.Standing outside It is a peaceful feeling,  just listening to the silence of nature. All of nature is asleep and dreaming of a better tomorrow, when the snow stops.  Then once again the world begin to move again, for now I will enjoy this moment frozen in time. Feeling the coolest of the air and watching the snow cover everything in it path. The night is getting closer and the darkness is coming upon us, telling our body and minds that is time for bed. Time for our body to rest and restore our energy to enjoy the day that is coming near.
 As we sleep the night creatures are trying to make their way through the snow in search of food. Playing hide and seek with nature, as nature hides the food the creatures have to find the food. The game goes on until morning, when the seekers slowly make their way to their homes, for a well deserved rest.
The morning light brings new woodland creatures to the game. They too need to play the game of hide and seek with mother nature. The woodland creatures are not the only ones that play the game, we too need to play hide and seek. We may not need to look for food, but we still need to find things that  has been hidden  for us in the deep snow. You probably wondering what we need to find!
Well mother nature never wants everything or anybody feel left out of her game. So she hides our cars, driveways, walkways and maybe even the morning paper.
Mother nature watching high above on a cloud, thinking to herself "what a good job she did hiding everything". It gave her heart of warm feeling, watching everybody playing her and helping each other as they play. Knowing as the snow slowly melts and her game slowly comes to a end, she will have another chance to play with her friends in nature. Also give us another chance to slow down and spend a little time playing in the snow. So until until the next game of hide and go seek with mother nature, I wish you all a warm and peaceful night!!!!!! 

  Remember anything is possible if we just believe in our self.